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[Filter: Private, in Old High Kilian]

I just keep thinking, maybe he wouldn't have done it if I'd been there.

Maybe he would have anyway. Maybe I'd even have helped him, and then we'd both be in trouble ... but maybe he wouldn't have. Maybe I could have talked him out of it. Maybe we'd just have had our Samhain together, and forget about the fires and the meat ... We could have sat together and shared stories. Talked about what we remembered ... maybe we could have come up with some new ideas on how to look.

If I'd been there.

I know I'm being stupid. It's not my fault he did something crazy. He knows it was crazy, too ... that's what's important, right? He's not going to try it again anytime soon. He's going to be careful with the people there, and if too many questions come up, he'll run. That's everything I would have told him to do. He's not little anymore.

But neither am I.

This is so stupid ...

[Filter: Suaimeas]

Hey ...

How have things been? Since Samhain? I thought you might be busy, and I didn't want to pressure you, or anything.